well.. long time never update my blog le.. recently kinda stress.. well.. coz of all de stress i got, i fall sick last friday.. i tot it was just a small cold u see.. well dun kw why~ i go see doctor la.. so i just have as usual de medicine.. flu la.. throat la.. anti-biotic.. well~ but how i kw sia.. in de noon.. my sick got worst.. i down with high fever.. and is really high wor~ de temperature keep rising.. non-stop sia.. end up.. i think if i remember correctly.. 38.5?? haha.. Charlton said tat if 39 will burn brain.. hmmmm~ seem like my brain is safe.. but this is de first time, i sick and never feel that xin ku de wor.. coz i still happily chatting.. playing.. at home i mean!! haha.. hmmmmm.. have a positive attitude when you sick can make u feel really good wor..

hmmm.. school exam coming.. got so much of stuff need to do.. haiz.. somemore, i still stress about attachment.. i think i will go oversea for attachment.. but den.. HAIZ~ stressful~ know why?? actually, my school now give my batch(J class) to join another batch(K class) for attachment.. coz other class de like nobody wanna go la.. man.. den i dun kw wat to do la.. i discuss with my parents.. well.. their give me de green light.. i can go.. but den.. is up for me to decide.. wat to do le.. China attachment.. haiz.. wanna go one particular company de.. reason one, is Singapore open de.. 2nd, their pay good.. coz they pay $400 SGD.. plus accommodation and meal provided by the company.. gosh~ i really wanna enter this company sia.. but, left one slot.. well, actually can join in.. but i dun like de people tat signed up earlier.. haiz..

for my batch, actually is next year Sept den go de.. but since given de chance to go on Feb, why not?? coz 100% will get in.. but den~ haiz.. no people wanna go like tat le.. if go alone in 1 company... i really kinda scare.. i never go oversea before.. wat to do le.. den is cold de season.. think more worst lo.. since my body so weak le.. every 2 weeks fall sick~ sob.. den other company, pay damn low.. $200 SGD without accommodation!! man.. how to survive there?? will become frozen Ruby there..

oh well.. seem like i still decide to go Sept de.. hopefully can get a place.. coz, both classes.. think.. really hard.. my grade drop.. wonder how to get a place sia.. sob.. local de.. i dun really like.. reason because senior pass down say they go local attachment, they do rubbish stuff like photocopy or make coffee etc.. =.=!! i wonder is this call attachment.. i think is time to let me settle my future liao bah.. at least.. i wanna have a good life..

haiz~ common test coming.. in 2 weeks time.. i still 0% prepared.. haiz.. hmm.. dora called me earlier on.. i was quite surprise to recieve her phone call.. well.. she said that she say Javier.. the guy tat hurt me deeply.. haiz.. still remember one of de excuse he wanna break up with me was about study.. he said that wat he already fail some module already.. dun wanna get debar.. end up?? now?? he quit school go NS.. think he fail his module bah.. waste his time and money.. but think this is his bao yin bah.. who ask him treat girls like shit!! haiz.. just hope he can just treat people nicely.. man.. those days with him.. is so terrible.. sad more than happy.. but at least he teach me a lesson.. guy can be such a jerk.. thank ar Mr Tay..

hmmmmm.. emo emo emo~ hahaha.. dun kw why~ just emo~ anyway.. i kinda addict to jay chou song.. his latest album so many emo song.. i like de dandelion promise.. Pu Gong Ying De Yue Ding.. ahaha.. i like dandelion too.. is not to see anyway.. but is so pretty.. just BLOW~~ den it will fly away~ haha.. you can make wish.. or say throw your temper.. or anything to it.. den just BLOW~~~ and everything will go with de wind..

also hurt a lot recently.. hurt as in physical hurt!! dun kw where the hell i got so many blue black!! haha!! tat day i still fall down outside my hse toilet.. de place i always slip~ haha.. hmmmm.. coz my leg to blue black also~ sob!! dun kw why~ haha.. hmmmm.. haiz.... so careless sia me.. injury everywhere.. anyway.. look back my old photo~ with my LONG HAIR!! T.T kinda regrate tat i cut it.. sob!! haiz... dun kw wat to write le.. *emo*