wat a holiday.. one full day of waiting.. seem like i wait for nothing wor.. try to kill my time for the whole day.. haiz.. just to hope he can faster come back home.. he wun be home for this week.. he busy working outside wor.. today labor day.. somehow he like go out with his fren.. say will be back by night!! haiz.. oh well.. end up.. wait for nothing leh.. dun kw tat time pass so slow today.. waited and waited.. just to hope tat he can be back home.. end up say.. back by midnight.. haiz.. seem like.. wun have the chance to talk to him leh.. knowing this whole week hardly will have chance talk to him... den today is labor day.. a holiday... but.. well.. nvm.. since he hardly got chance go out with his fren.. let him go enjoy bah..
waiting only ma.. no matter how much wanna hear his voice.. wanna talk to him.. wait lo.. 1 day only ma.. the most.. wait one more day lo.. wait tml night lo.. if only.. got so easy.. if the waiting time.. can just zoom.. haiz.. i being sitting here since afternoon.. unless i go toilet.. i never move.. keep staring the screen just to hope to see him online.. waiting for my phone.. hope to hear from him.. hope he will say tat he is on his way home.. oh well.. nvm..
today.. is a horrible day.. nothing turn out right.. buy chocolate, end up chocolate full of ants.. because the wrapper was not properly wrap.. den.. ask dad and brother buy ice cream.. all buy wrong.. like a stone stare at my lappy screen.. now.. 10.26pm.. i still staring at my screen.. staring at my phone.. i so cold now.. tears rolling down my cheek.. why i feel so heartache.. wat is this feeling.. wat is he thinking?? wat is he doing?? i dun kw wor.. haiz.. ask dorrie pei wo go downstair now.. she cannot.. ya.. she is right.. not everyone is like me.. not everyone can go out when they wanted to.. whenever i want, i can just go out.. even midnight.. i can also go out.. haiz.. i so sad.. really feel so sad.. feel like going out now.. ask my di.. he tml stat sch.. cannot let him come out pei wo.. tml i also got sch.. but.. dun kw la..
everything just dun turn out right today.. slp early?? do u think i can slp?? haiz.. maybe.. after this.. maybe i go to playground and enjoy one drink bah.. miss the swing too.. maybe i can just swing the sadness away.. hope i wun vomit this time.. tat time coz i drink and swing.. end up vomiting.. haiz.. dun kw la.. sian.. or should i buy and drink in my room?? dun kw leh.. T.T sad..
