如果没有了云，天空会不会寂寞？如果没有了天空，云该到哪里停泊？如果没有了你，我会不会寂寞？如果没有了我，你心里会失落吗？

i feel so numb.. i just woke up.. i feel so sick.. cough like getting worst.. i feel myself so numb when i woke up.. i feel like i am just a living dead man.. why my heart dun feel anything.. where is my heartbeat... i dun feel it.. i 1 day never slp.. in the middle of the night.. i went to his hse.. i told him that he will never walk alone.. haiz.. dun kw la.. i only kw now i very weak.. very sick..

haiz... i got so much to say.. but think.. i wun say now.. is time go heal and rest.. stanley told me.. the only way to rest is die.. haha.. maybe i feel like dying.. maybe i dun feel like dying.. stanley is not in a good shape now.. me also.. maybe.. i will die soon also.. haha.. time is drawing near leh.. is getting more and more tired.. stanley lose to fate leh.. fate is a very strong apponent.. so hard to beat.. maybe i will give up beating him.. i told stanley tat dun give up himself.. but now.. i think i need to stop the fight leh.. the motivation is gone.. haiz..

Y....to be continueY
8:15 pm

Current Playing:
* SoNg *

*NaMe* RuBy Ang*

*Age* SeCrEt*

*D.O.B* 12th Aug*

*PriMaRy ScHooL* YiShUn PriMaTy ScHooL*

*SeCoNdArY ScHooL* YiShUn SeConDaRy ScHooL*

*PoLyTeChNiC* NgEE AnN PoLyTeChNiC*

-=~*ChArLt0n MaH!!*~=-
-=~*StArs*~=-
-=~*WaLk UnDer ThE RaiN*~=-
-=~*SoFt ToY*~=-
-=~*All My FrieNdS*~=-
-=~*ChOcOLaTe*~=-
-=~*DoGs*~=-
-=~*JiGsAw PuZzLe*~=-
-=~*SnOw IcE*~=-
-=~*IcE cReAm*~=-
-=~*GaMiNg*~=-
-=~*CCCF*~=-
-=~*MeNtAi!!*~=-
-=~*ToUcHiNG sHoW*~=-
-=~*SaLmOn!!!*~=-

-=~*PeOpLe BrEaK PrOmiSe*~=-
-=~*LiGhTniNg*~=-
-=~*sMoKeR*~=-
-=~*BaCkStAbbEr*~=-
-=~*BeTrAyEr*~=-
-=~*BeiNg AloNe*~=-
-=~*OvErWoRk*~=-
-=~*OtHeRs KeEp RePeAt SaMe ThiNg*~=-
-=~*GrEeN TeA*~=-
-=~*PeOpLe sAy "ToO bAd"*~=-
-=~*CoCoNut*~=-
-=~*BuLLy*~=-
-=~*FLirTeR*~=-
-=~*CocKRoAcH*~=-
-=~*BuGs*~=-
-=~*HypOcRitE*~=-
-=~*JeRk*~=-
-=~*PeOpLe sAy TaLk tO yOu LatEr*~=-
-=~*bLoOdY sTuFf*~=-
-=~*sTreSs*~=-
-=~*PeOpLe puT aErOpLaNe*~=-
-=~*PeOpLe OnLy ThiNk aBt TheMseLvE*~=-
-=~*LaTeNeSs*~=-
-=~*BeiNg HuRt*~=-
-=~*LaSt MiNutE sTuFF*~=-
-=~*SeA*~=-

*1* Go oversea community service at Thailand in Sept 10th - 23th

*2* Successful for IAP and not IHP

*3* Learn how to play a guitar?!?!

*4* Open a chalet for my 21st birthday

*5* Complete 5000pcs of jigsaw puzzle

*6* Get car licence

*7* Get a new pet maybe

*8* Get an in ear earpiece

*9* Get Guitar Strings

*10* Get a Capo

*11* Master "Missing You" guitar tab

*12* Clear Year 3, 1st Semester

*13* See "Leo" constellation

*14* See Vega and Altair Star

*15* Get Samsung OMNIA i900

*16* Clear my common test!!

*17* Clear all my tutorial and group work for year 3 1st semester

*18* Get my health to the better

*19* To get autograph album from Steve

*19* Steve 2nd singing songs

~~20* Learn how to protect myself~~

*21* Learn to be strong

*22* Find a new job

*23* Taste chocolate from all over the world

*24* Successful complete my 2nd scarf for steve

*25* Manage to send a parcel to Australia

*26* Clear my Common Test (RPS, MT&NDT)

*27* Get neccessary items for steve parcel

*28* Successful complete my 3rd scarf for Xadrian

*29* To meet up with "you"

*30* To go Japan

*31* To go Korea

*32* Get my bicycle repaired

*33* Get puzzle frame for my Stars Puzzle

*34* Knit new scarf pattern

*35* Break new record for bowling - 5 Strike in a row

*36* Break new record for bowling - score > 159

*37* Know how to spin the bowling ball

*38* Get a bowling set for my own

*39* Knit my 4th scarf for Hui Ling =DD

*40* Get red colour yard for me =DD

*41* Knit my 5th scarf for Violet

*42* Knit my 6th scarf for myself

*43* Earn my first $1 million

*44* Clean up my room stars

*45* Steve 3rd singing songs =DD

*46* Steve 4th singing songs

*47* Steve make one song just for me =DD

*48* Steve 5th singing songs

*49* Celebrate my 20th birthday

*50* Hair grow back longer

*51* Get a new star hair clip

*52* Get a PSP

*53* Get a drum stick (Not eat that one! Is play de!)

*54* Master Toccata for drummania

*54* Steve 6th Singing Songs!!

*55* 8GB memory card for my psp

*56* Steve 7th singing Songs!!

*57* Rebond my hair

*58* Pass my IAP successfully

*59* Quit my current job!!

*60* To go Holiday with Charlton

*61* Get a new Lappy

*62* Get promotion in Wendy's

*63* Change a new phone~

*64* Faster get married off

*65* ___________________

RuBy ChoCoLaTe bLoG

*AiLeeN*
*aH MiN*
*ChArLtoN*
*ChEnG BoOn*
*DaNieL*
*DoRa*
*FeLiciA MysTiC*
*JaSMiNe aH mA*
*JeSpEr bLoMqViSt(jB)*
*JuNe*
*JoAnAnA*
*LiPiNg*
*PeH sUn*
*SaM*
*sTeVeN mEoW*
*SuWaNnO*
*yAnG ChiNg*
*Yu YiNg*
*ZeFF*
*zHiLi*
*zHi XioNG*
*ZhEnHe*
*ZhOnG RonG*

Done by: Ruby Ang

Something that is simple..
Just wanted to be with the Stars..