DISAPPOINTED once again.. i don't believe he is my bf... how can he be like tat.. say one thing... do another thing.. i hate ppl tat is like tat..


RUBY HATE MOST!! people break promise


how much more can i tolerate?? how much more does he wanna disappoint me?? arghhh... i was like.. so super tired today.. i tired till i take cab home and decide to take a nap... and prepare for tml quiz.. and he said.. he wanna come and pei wo at home.. well.. i so happy.. i keep myself awake.. i went to take a bath... COLD WATER... i bet the water is cold like ice... some more raining outside.. can u imagine how cold the water is?? cold water can make one person awake.. no matter how scare i am, i go bath cold water.. i was so awake after tat.. this morning i was having flu... den plus cold water.. do u think i wun get worst??


he said he 3pm finish sch.. so i waited.. and waited.. 4pm... den i think.. maybe abt to reach.. den 5pm... i think.. maybe he in sch eat something or got something on den so late.. den i wait and wait.. nearly 6pm.. jiu suan he eat or do thing... by this time.. should reach.. but no... not a single phone call or sms from him.. i waited for him.. do a lot of stuff to keep me awake.. den what else?? he is not here~ so i sms him.. ask him.. where is he?? seem like i am rite.. he at home sleeping.. IF TAT IS SO!!! WHY DO U WANNA SAY THAT U WANNA COME ACCOMPANY ME!!! why u always wanna give me hope and den smash it instantly?? WHY!! u tell me... why u wanna shatter my dream..


i asked... abt saturday.. gosh... i can feel that pain... is aching... my heart is aching... and when i ask again.. u dun even kw saturday is what day... 13th.. ya.. is 13th... so??? it seem like nothing mean much to u... man.. i really heartbreak.. who care abt 13 anyway... is just a normal day.. with 24hours.. where the sun rise follow by the moon.. den poof... 1 day is gone..


yea.. now i kind of jealous.. jealous why u can immediately reply ur fren and not me?? ur gf wun even stand a place in ur heart.. coz.. replying her.. mean nothing to u... but do u kw.. ur gf here.. is hoping to see her phone ringing.. hoping to see ur name appear in her phone... hoping for some love and concern... yet everything just......... haiz...


is love so hard to seek??? must i undergo so much pain to get the love i wanted?? i just dun understand.. i am totally gone... enough.... enough is enough... everything will just stop... i dun wish to take another blow anymore... is too hurt...




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