oh come on... what the hell is happening.. when somebody lie for the first time.. i forgive.. when somebody lie for the second time.. i start to take precaution.. but when someone continue lying without knowing what they are doin, sorry, i will just end it.. this is how i end my relationship.. izzit fair?? u ask me.. izzit fair to u.. but.. did u know?? izzit fair to me?? forgive and forget.. i did.. i did forgive u.. but.. the more u like this.. the more u make me wanna run as far away from u as possible.. i cannot take this anymore.. i feel very terrible.. i cry while i on the way home.. u said u at the bus stop.. but i didn't saw u.. that make me feel even wors..
when u said that u at np.. i was so scare.. i fear of u.. i fear of dun kw what i am fearing about.. i dun kw what to do.. my hand is shaking.. my leg gone soft.. i dun dare to face u.. is too scary.. this is me.. i run away.. becoz i scare.. the thing i cannot over come is fear.. i dun kw why.. i just can't overcome.. is just simply impossible for me to over come.. i dun wish to see u.. is hard for me to take everything as normal.. i cry in the bus.. i dun kw what to do.. i try to control.. but i can't..
the worst part is.. i can't think of anyone to talk to.. yiyi.. xiong.. but yiyi is working.. he sure have no time to talk to me.. but xiong?? haiz... think that he wun reply already can kill me.. i also start to dun dare to talk to him.. coz he began to become like a stranger to me.. everything change so much.. i feel more hurt.. no matter how i cry.. no one know.. so.. i msg eddie.. haiz.. but talk to him.. instead of some concern, what i get is some stupid answer.. T.T i already feel so terrible.. haiz.. but nvm la.. is non of his problem also.. is ok la.. i no angry.. i just too pity of myself.. being so lonely.. being like a cry baby.. haiz.. what can i do to help it??
wen jie is late again.. everytime i meet him.. everytime he late.. a least he not tat late today.. haiz.. mood is really down.. who really know i did cry?? haiz.. i so poor thing.. enough is enough.. i can get over it.. rite?? hahahahahaha.. haiz.. i dun kw if i will continue cry later.. i scare i cannot control.. what to do.. save me.. someone save me from all this.. i cannot take i any longer.. i dun kw.. i dun kw what to do.. help..
Sometime, there is something no matter what u do, it wun change...
