i lost my voice liao.. man.. my voice is getting from bad to worst.. almost completely lsot my voice.. soon i think... haiz... when will my voice come back.. i can't shout.. feel so terrible.. my throat so pain.. pain till i can't have any good nite slp.. haiz.. man.. i cannot talk nicely le.. how sia.. this voice.. SO MAN~! liew..
anyway.. i got this dream today.. i very different one.. haiz.. scare?? romantic?? i dun kw... i was like.. back to my childhood like tat.. playing block catching.. but den.. suddenly.. it was like.. if kanna catch, you will DIE.. den i almost get caught.. den dun kw why.. the catcher give me 3 chance.. den i start to jump here and there.. den i managed to get away.. den.. i run to other block.. i dun kw why.. but i just did that.. den got this little girl.. sabotage me.. she go tell the catcher.. is not fair lo... haiz.. den i run away.. hide at other places..
den i end up at this place.. i dun know is what place.. is surrounded by renovating building.. and it seem like i at a quite high place.. and is somehow like HDB building place.. i dun kw where i am.. as i was walking.. i saw this lift.. den i think of taking it.. well.. i saw some people there also.. well.. they acting kind of weird u see.. they get into the lift... and there isn't any space for me to get in.. well.. so i began wait for another one beside it.. den got this 3 person... they come talk to me.. and guess what.. they aren't human at all.. they are ghost.. real ghost... den they told me.. those people i saw earlier on.. aren't human also.. but.. these 3 "people" is good one.. they never hurt me.. when the lift come, they get in with me.. den i saw 2 people outside... maybe they also wan to take the lift.. den as i going to keep the door open, one of them pull me aside and they quickly close the door.. well.. the 2 people outside also not human.. liew...
den they hold me tightly.. coz i will get killed.. they keep me away from the door.. and the side of the lift.. den got this force trying to pull me up to the lift.. i start to fly... the 3 good ghost inside.. pull me down.. one of them.. quite tall.. i dun kw how they look like.. i only kw.. the one that is the tallest.. hold me tightly.. he hold me to his chest.. den as the lift go down... the temperature... was like.. getting lower and lower.. till 3-4 degree.. i was so cold.. den the guy hug me tight tight.. somehow.. i did feel warm.. ghost is not tat scary... they protect me.. from being killed by.. by dun kw what thingy... den... i was save... when i back home.. somehow... i got this feeling like.. i wan to save them.. den got this potion like "revive" them... and i wan to give it to them..
well.. i dun kw what i am dreaming after all.. is so weird.. at least.. i feel save.. haiz... i was being wake by.. the noise my brothers make.. SO NOISY EARLY IN THE MORNING.. i wan slp also cannot lo.. so idiot lo them... den i can't shout.. i cannot even talk using my normal voice.. haiz.. coz my voice is getting bad to worst.. till now.. cannot even talk properly.. going to lost them soon.. lost my voice.. T.T my throat is in terrible pain.. haiz.. i drunk SO MUCH of water already.. still.. no use.. haiz..
tml IS... got presentation sia.. liew.. 2 min presentation.. man... how am i suppose to talk sia.. lol.. nvm la.. hack care. anyhow talk only what.. using now my voice.. talk = never talk.. dun know what i talking also.. lalala...
haiz.. let it be..
today is the day i buy xiao michael... haiz... he die so long... still remember... tat day i and xiong go buy hamster... den i buy xiao michael.. name it after xiong... haiz... i miss u so much xiao michael.. where are u?? Are u in heaven watching over me?? i miss u so much...
mY dEarsT hAmStEr... xIaO micHaEl... hE pAsSeD oN LeH...
