i have a super nightmare... i really totally lost when i woke up this morning.. life is so dark.. well.. life is nothing but suffering on earth right?? haiz.. i dream.. my father and one guy... tat guy.. in the dream.. somehow i call him grandpa.. but i didn't see my grandma before.. tat why in the dream i dun really kw how the face look like.. in that dream... i lost both of them.. my kin.. in a day... they both dead.. one after another.. i really.. so lost... den somehow.. i can see their soul.. and... was like.. wanted to help them see the rest of the family members before the cow head horse face come.. the cow head forse face is the guard of hell.. T.T their duty is to take one person soul when they die.. den me?? i can see the soul.. and.. i wanted to bring my dad to see my mum.. before the guard come.. but.. is somehow.. the guard will find him.. den i gonna hide him... den i try carry him.. but.. super heavy.. i can't... den.. my grandpa said.. cannot let him touch the door.. but i try to bring him to my mum and make sure he never touch the door.. coz he quite big size.. tat why i try to be extra careful.. but.. he still touch it..


i dun really remember what happen.. but.. i was crying like dun kw what when i heard they die.. and was a double blow to me when i heard my dad die also... (CHOY CHOY CHOY!! TOUCH WOOD TOUCH WOOD) haiz.. den.. got one guy told me.. my grandpa.. share the body of my big brother.. den... my papa.. gone.. T.T i dun kw what to do.. den i woke up.. i really so scare.. but i dun dare to tell my mama..


i so scare.. nightmare and more nightmare.. when den will stop?? if is becoz of the 7th month tat why got nightmare.. den i have to suffer for 2 month... T.T i really so scare.. i dun kw what to do.. now my grandma in the hospital.. i so worry.. i dun kw what to do.. i very scare..