如果没有了云，天空会不会寂寞？如果没有了天空，云该到哪里停泊？如果没有了你，我会不会寂寞？如果没有了我，你心里会失落吗？

i really very very sad.. i cry on the spot just now.. but i try to keep it... wun allow others to see it.... i went to see my grandma at SGH just now.. i met up yiwen, my cousin, den we go together.. oh gosh... grandma really look so sick.. i understand.. she suffered a lot.. she really... haiz.. when she shouted in pain.. i really heartbreak.. she held my hand tightly... i really.. feel very bad... but i can't cry...

when she saw me.. she still say the old word.. u are getting taller and taller.. T.T my grandma is 85 years old this year.. i really... dun bare to see her like this.. she in pain.. T.T i love my grandma so much... this is the first time i hold her hand.. i try to do whatever i can... helping herwhen she eat her medicine.. helping her when she eat her food.. but she can't eat... when drink water.. cough cough cough.. cough the water out.. haiz.. when eat medicine also very difficult... T.T and her stomach.. bloated like siao man.. so big!!! i wonder!! what the hell the doctor is doing!! none of the doctor come over and take a look at her!!!! and the nurse!!! also take so long to come over and help her.. what the hell.. SGH!!! how can like this!!! not enough doctors and nurses??? haiz... so angry...

i hope my grandma get well soon... T.T

Y....to be continueY
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*1* Go oversea community service at Thailand in Sept 10th - 23th

*2* Successful for IAP and not IHP

*3* Learn how to play a guitar?!?!

*4* Open a chalet for my 21st birthday

*5* Complete 5000pcs of jigsaw puzzle

*6* Get car licence

*7* Get a new pet maybe

*8* Get an in ear earpiece

*9* Get Guitar Strings

*10* Get a Capo

*11* Master "Missing You" guitar tab

*12* Clear Year 3, 1st Semester

*13* See "Leo" constellation

*14* See Vega and Altair Star

*15* Get Samsung OMNIA i900

*16* Clear my common test!!

*17* Clear all my tutorial and group work for year 3 1st semester

*18* Get my health to the better

*19* To get autograph album from Steve

*19* Steve 2nd singing songs

~~20* Learn how to protect myself~~

*21* Learn to be strong

*22* Find a new job

*23* Taste chocolate from all over the world

*24* Successful complete my 2nd scarf for steve

*25* Manage to send a parcel to Australia

*26* Clear my Common Test (RPS, MT&NDT)

*27* Get neccessary items for steve parcel

*28* Successful complete my 3rd scarf for Xadrian

*29* To meet up with "you"

*30* To go Japan

*31* To go Korea

*32* Get my bicycle repaired

*33* Get puzzle frame for my Stars Puzzle

*34* Knit new scarf pattern

*35* Break new record for bowling - 5 Strike in a row

*36* Break new record for bowling - score > 159

*37* Know how to spin the bowling ball

*38* Get a bowling set for my own

*39* Knit my 4th scarf for Hui Ling =DD

*40* Get red colour yard for me =DD

*41* Knit my 5th scarf for Violet

*42* Knit my 6th scarf for myself

*43* Earn my first $1 million

*44* Clean up my room stars

*45* Steve 3rd singing songs =DD

*46* Steve 4th singing songs

*47* Steve make one song just for me =DD

*48* Steve 5th singing songs

*49* Celebrate my 20th birthday

*50* Hair grow back longer

*51* Get a new star hair clip

*52* Get a PSP

*53* Get a drum stick (Not eat that one! Is play de!)

*54* Master Toccata for drummania

*54* Steve 6th Singing Songs!!

*55* 8GB memory card for my psp

*56* Steve 7th singing Songs!!

*57* Rebond my hair

*58* Pass my IAP successfully

*59* Quit my current job!!

*60* To go Holiday with Charlton

*61* Get a new Lappy

*62* Get promotion in Wendy's

*63* Change a new phone~

*64* Faster get married off

*65* ___________________

RuBy ChoCoLaTe bLoG

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Done by: Ruby Ang

Something that is simple..
Just wanted to be with the Stars..