one day.. dun come to me and beg me for forgiven.. i forgive one time after another.. and now.. if i forgive u, i will not forgive myself.. i should have let u die instead.. after i did so much? end up getting this for repay?? just take it as i dun have u this fren b4.. now i ask myself.. why i help u in the past?? if i know i get this.. i rather let u go suicide... wan die how many time.. go ahead.. i dun give a damn.. but i didn't... coz i kw.. u still got hope.. end up?? u are trying to destroy my hope.. how evil are u?? who are u?? what u trying to do?? making everyone suffer?? how much u wanna do den enough?? izzit tat happy to see ppl being hurt?? dun be like a devil.. wanna let the whole world suffer thru what u being b4.. why can't u just be an angle instead?? forget abt the past.. and bring happiness to everyone?? why can't u grow up?? who is the one being naive?? who is the one being childish?? who is the one only kw how to hurt people.. is YOU!! stop being so stupid wun u?? how long u wanna stay like this den u happy?? not everyone can tolerate u.. and now?? i had enough.. all the time i spend on u.. all the effort i spend on u.. all the stuff i did to help u.. all throw into the sea.. just take it as a lesson.. now i kw.. being helpful is not a good thing after all.. helping people like u, will cause a bit mistake in my entire life..
u can dun believe love.. u can dun believe other people.. u can dun believe urself.. u can dun believe everything.. but u cannot believe ur heart.. the more u wanted to run away from it, the more u will suffer.. the more u will gone wrong.. follow ur heart.. and it will bring u somewhere special.. my heart bought me to a place of wonder.. a place of surprise.. but u?? pity of u.. now ur heart is being lock.. will only bring u to a darkness forest.. no light... no star.. no moon.. dun have the day.. only the night.. u cannot win urself.. u cannot overcome it.. tat why u chose to run away from it.. who care if u were the best runner during school time??? no matter how good u run.. how strong u are.. u will still chose to run away from ur heart.. u just scare of being hurt... what the point of running away?? can't u just walk out of the forest.. to find some bright light?? but i think u wun.. devil like u?? where will chose to go someway peaceful and nice?? u will just stay there.. and continue to hurt people.. i just being so silly become ur target machine...
from today onwards, ur name is deleted in my life.. everything is only a memory.. ur blog will be gone from my computer.. i will take this as an experience.. an experience on how bad one person can cause another.. how evil can one person be... instead of understanding others... putting ownself to other people shoes, sorry.. u fail the test.. what a failure u are.. no matter how good ur result were.. not matter how happy u can act.. u still cannnot pass this test.. ur heart fail u instantly.. this is a life time test.. till the day u die.. but if u continue to lock urself up in tat dark forest.. no ppl can help u.. i give up on u le.. give up a fren... is not because of love tat make me do it.. is because of u.. u chose this path.. since u chose this path.. dun regret it.. u make the decision.. so.. let be it.. no point of being jealous over it.. i am happy with my bf.. and stop blaming love... love is just a name.. no use blaming it... love can be positive and negative.. and i am at the positive side.. tat day u wish for.. wun come.. u urself dun end up crying over it.. coz tat day.. i will be the one laughing at u... oh well.. since u make the decision.. i shall move on my life.. i being stopping for u for nearly 1 year now.. is time for me to move on.. without u... no matter how i pull u, u just refuse to come out of tat forest.. instead of letting u happily cursing me... i will let u live in a world of darkness.. even tat day u regret.. dun worry.. i will be heartless... i wun look back at u.. even the whole world... only one person can hear u calling for help.. i wun go help u.. coz this is what u chose... since u chose it.. dun regret.. coz i will be here laughing at u... i wun go visit ur blog anymore.. so.. stop visiting mine... no point peeking other ppl blog when u dun kw tat person.. u live in ur dark forest.. i live at my peaceful land.. ur problem is ur problem.. not mine... i wun care anymore.. till the day u die.. u wun see me.. even if accidentally saw u somewhere, i will just take u as transparent.. so tat it..
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