morning... going 6am den slp again.... coz gonna teach sok mui physics ma... slp all the way till 3 plus den wake up... give a call to mui.... chat for a while... den never go out study le...
hmmmm.... having abit of family fun just now with my mom... she was so... wahaha.. funny... but end up... kanna find out by my brother... too bad... but.. i got KFC to eat.. hahaha.. thx mom...
and.... something really disappoint me so much.... 2nd time i cry.... all becoz of u... why can't u just understand me??? i also got my own lazy time... in this whole world.. dun mean only u can be lazy... i also a human.. i also will got lazyness in me... and all because of a stupid ear ring.. u wanna quarrel with me... den i only got one thing to say.. i am too disappointed in u... and if u still say i am a kid, den i will say the same words to u... all because of a stupid ear ring...
u kw what?? i feel i keep follow u... whatever u wanted to do... even if i dun like... i will just follow... and now?? i can't do tat anymore.. all the while.. i am just a naive gal.. is time for me to use another view... tat dreamy view i have.. only appear in my dream... in this real life?? is wun happen... maybe it will... and tat only my Mr Right can give me...
but den?? whenever i wanna do something... when will u agree with me??? everytime u say no.. mean no... i just hate it... u just wun try and kw what i wanna do... how i feel... this is the 2nd time... 2nd time... i wun have anymore tears for u anymore... coz i kw.. dun worth it... is meaningless... no matter what i do.. u take it for granted... now i understand...
hey ruby... dun u think u are just an idiot??? always think forgive and forget is the correct way... maybe because of this.. tat why u always get hurt.. dun u?? and all becoz of u getting hurt?? u getting stronger each time... why can't u get stronger using another way??? ur teacher told.. u will get stronger everytime u get hurt.. but... u only can get strong if u overcome it all by ur own... and now?? yep.. u always alone overcome.. since u can overcome??? mean u are stronger... so now... be brave... u not so easily defeated...
but say seriously.. i really was so angry... if u all were me?? will u all travel all the way to somebody hse and just to take a stupid ear ring?? i bet u all will say no... oh come on?? is just a small ear ring.. i not ur maid... i can't resposible for ur ear... coz is UR ear.. not mine.. and.. i dun understand.. why u can't do it ur own... and throw me tat temper... i cannot always help u to do it... "teach a man how to fish or give them a fish everytime".. i just dun understand why u just dun wanna learn it... if u keep on like this.. i dun kw what will happen to u.. i dun wish to let ppl take for granted... a small thing like this... i assume u kw how to do it.. and not always ask me to do it... pls learn how to fish... instead of me giving u the fish all the time... i always let u be... let u do what u wan... whatever u wanna do... even if i dun wan??? u die die wan me to do it... but.. have u ever think how i feel??? can u just spare a feeling for me?? and not always think of what u wan... put urself in my shoe can??? if u were me.. will u??? i bet u wun... nvm... forget it... i just a toy for u only...
bobo... thx u.... thx for letting me speak up... u this di di... mei you bai teng... well... kind of a bit throw temper to u.. well.. even u ask me to throw temper on u... i dun really want to... thx...
i got a dream today... it dun seem nice... well.. abit nice.. coz i dream.. i was playing tat machine... well.. the one.. i always play with yiyi one.. at timezone.. haha.. the one tat u can caught the soft toy.. in my dream.. i was caughing the soft toy.. it was so fun.. coz i caught it everytime... i got 3 big toys.. was so happy... hmmm... in my dream.. i was with a couple of people... but i dun kw is who... i only kw... among everybody... only me and one guy is 18 this year.. but.. i dun kw who tat person is.. the rest all very young... well.. also appear in a place.. not sure is a big house.. or a company.. coz the light.. let me feel like home... but den... is not totally home.. coz what i was doing was like inside a company.. helping to solve a big problem.. and what problems??? i dun really remembered.. but... what making me sad is... got one part.. it was on my birthday... but den... i was all alone... no ppl celebrate with me.. hahaha.. maybe it will come true bah... nvm...
