i talk to my teacher.. feeling much better... "the past is the past.. what u have to do is to make ur present a better one..." there is both up and down... nobody can be at the up all the time... as for me?? well.. nothing can get worst den me... maybe i at the peak of down now.. oh well.. i will go UP!!!! i kw i can.. if there's a will... there's a way!!!
and what my teacher told me... let me understand one thing... and is just like what i said.. nobody can help u unless u help urself.. and now.. i will help myself.. coz... by helping myself... is a stage of getting mature.. so... i will help myself.. i will be happy.. rite?? Mr RC... haha... reaction at point C... lol... only my classmate kw what it mean.. haha...
wa lao.. i waited for so long... just wan yang ching to go swimming.. end up... nothing.. sian... what else can i do??? oh well.. do what i started lo... at least i can stop thinking of other thing..