haiz... quarrel with xiong... maybe it dun seem like quarrel.. but... i feel tat the words i use very hurting... ya... indeed... i dun kw what i talking... haiz... the answer he gave... is not from his heart.. but just suit me nia... is all like... saying what a person wanna hear.. simply said.. is... entertain nia... tat why whatever answer he said.. i will say something bad... haiz... our friendship... dun kw what will happen... haiz...
he hurt his leg ytd... falling down from a ladder.. blue black... haiz... the feeling... of worry.. is there... it seem like i can't make meself dun care of him... it was like.. a part of my life liao... haiz... nvm... since... scold also make no different... i think.. let it be bah.. i will try not to be like this liao... if not... i will get more disappointed... haiz... anyway... he dun care how i feel also right?? hahaha..
well... cry a little when talking to xiong... haiz.. nvm... lucky got yang ching... she accompany me.. at least making me feel better... haiz.. old fren is the best.. she know me longer...
hmmm... later in the evening... ma and yang ching go evl hse.. we go play guitar.. aiyo... his guitar string die liao... haha.. poor thing... well.. at least.. i am happy... coz.. i keep bully evl... haha... he also wanna surrender liao... coz i bully him till he siao... lol...
haiz... sian... life really hard le... i think... i will.. stay in school till very late.. after tat go home slp.. everyday like this live... haha..