woke up at 9am in the morning.. well.. surprised tat i didn't feel tired at all.. haiz... feel so great tat dun need to do the stupid project today.. as well as seeing people i dun wish to see..
hmmmm... robin was online today... and i was thinking to ask him out to study.. i at home.. really cannot do my stuff.. really can't study... well.. ytd i do whole day.. just finish 3 to 4 question.. in school... 3 to 4 question... can just took me 30min to finish lo.. and i took the whole day... and now??? still got mountain... haiz...
oh well.. back to what i wanna say... robin..... haiz... morning.. he was so funny.. was still playing around with him.. and well.. cheat me... tat what he always do... well.. he said tat nite time den go study... den k lo.. nite time den do lo... at least at outside.. everything work out faster when i am at home.. i just can't concentrate at home.. haiz... den i wait lo... waited for one full day.. and yet?? when the nite fall.. his msg come.. and say he tired and ask me to study alone.. oh man!! i am mad!!! i totally mad!!! he put me aeroplane again.. and what i know next was... dead... homework sure cannot finish... and now??? really dead.. cannot finish...
but den... i so mad... wait for him the whole day.. he knew it lo.. den... what he said was tat he tired... dun wan study.. and... stupid!!! he say me stupid.. haiz... ya rite.. stupid.. stupid for waiting for so long... stupid for being so dumb.... and.. he didn't even feel bad abt it.. he really inhuman... haiz... should i show a black face to him tml?? or what?? who know... haiz..
xiong also become very pervert today... send me a gal picture.. haiz.. in the end.. den i remembered tat one wei jie ex-stead photo... aiyo... making me so..... haiz.. dun kw what also... oh well... he went working at closing at PS today... wondering how he is doing now.. haiz... but den.. today... when talk to him... i feel... the connection lost... as in... we are not tat close as b4 already... feel tat there is something between us... feel so mo sheng... haiz... i dun wan like this... i dun wan to feel like this... i wan the old ruby and xiong back... in my memory de ruby and xiong.. haiz... maybe.. now this period of time.. is very hard bah... xiong is trying his best to get rid of what he wanted to get rid now.. and i support him all the way.. GST!!! support!!! i will give him 100% support rather den 5% support... but den... i dun kw what to do to make him feel better.. is not a easy thing to do le.. really hope i can do something to help... but.. what can i do??? haiz... really want the xioong back... really want!!!! if i got 3 wishes.. i sure wan the xiong to be back.. no matter what is cost... haiz...
tml got 5 hours break... den have to do the stupid project.. haiz.. sian.. dun really wanted to see them.. but no choice.. have to face it.. go lo..
