haiz... my life today was so empty.. i woke up at 4 plus in the afternoon... so many flash come across me... my dream... was so long and sweet... it seem like i only can have a happy life in my dream... the dream was so... give me a safe feeling... and... that what i wanted so much..
kenneth appeared in my dream... and i remembered... tat time.. in VE... he is the first guy tat touch my hand... coz.. he wanna give me see the pic he took.. and he scare i delete it.. coz the pic is me!!! arghhh... den he held on my hand... feel so weird... oh well... in my dream... i met him inside the lift... and.. he bring me to one place.. i not sure where izzit.. but.. i am scare of tat place.. and... he hold on my hand... the feeling is so safe... well.. kenneth is only a brother to me.. he protect me... i always see him as a brother to me.. in my dream... the whole place is in a totally disaster... and kenneth is there to pull me out of danger.. haiz.. but now??? who will it be??? who will the one tat pull me out be??
oh well.. am i tat stupid to depend on dream??? those tat i didn;t have in my real life?? i only can expect it to have in my dream.. haiz...
haiz.. am i having a crack with xiong? after we graduate... we getting further and further apart... and now??? wat will happen next??? wat am i expecting??? haiz... i think... he will know wat i am expecting... but... will he run away??? or... be a man and tell me in front of me???