i was so happy this few day... well.. but not at home la... hmmmmm... let me think... these few day de thing.. must say all out in a go.. tat really make me mad... and.. confirm very very long de this post.... liew... stupid evl.. was complaining tat my post was so long.. but den.. i still feel tat my blog very short... can be more longer.. wahaha...

hmmm.. let me see... sat... yati birthday bbq day... haiz.. i working tat day... till 4.30pm... well.. we were going to meet together den go the bbq de.. but never... we plan to meet stanley first... den go find xiong.. after tat take taxi down... well.. coz.. tat day working.. we saw boss not really feeling good.. den... yiyi also not really think is a safe idea to let boss handle the store by himself.. den.. we stay at the store.. until very late lo.. hmmm.. 7pm plus bah.. haha.. when i finish changing.. i saw aziz at store.. guess what?? he seem to love to take photo with me le.. haha.. well... let me see.. when we reach ECP, aiya!!! xiong and stanley gone seh!!! well.. heard from others tat they go rent bicycle... well.. den me and yiyi walk all the way down lo.. see if can find them by any chance.. but.. dun have le.. den we went back to the bbq pit... now.. we heard tat they at the beach.. haiz.. i starting... tot of going there.. can see the sun set.. den at the beach.. enjoy myself.. but.. is was a totally darkness there.. well.. lucky tat the moon was very bright tat day.. and.. the stars is so beautiful!!! hmmm... when i heard tat stanley and xiong was at the beach... me and yiyi walk all the way down to the beach.. well.. i took my step carefully.. den... what i do is.. get xiong a push at the back.. well.. i just wanna to surprised him.. nothing much.... hehe.. well.. i think he really get a fright!!! haha.. hmmmm... den we at the beach.. play with the sea water... well.. was so enjoy myself.. but!! my leg hurt!!! coz.. the sand.. in my shoe... hurt my leg!!!

let me see... when we go back to the pit... xiong went and buy some drinks for us.. hehe.. i was sitting beside xiong and yiyi... my left is xiong.. my right is yiyi... aiyo!!! stanley and yiyi was making fun of me and xiong.. haiz... hmmm.. let me see... yati... kanna sabo untill very jialat.. well.. with stanley and siti there... no wonder kanna sabo untill like tat... she kanna sabo a few time u kw?? hahaha.. was so funny.. hmm... the food.. was so spicy for me!!! well.. i can't really take very spicy food... tat why i keep drink water... well.. after yati cut her cake.. we each of us got one.. haiz... tat xiong.. keep pulling my hair.. keep disturb me... arghhhh... i den got a feeling tat wanna take the cake and smash his face!!! but!!! he pull my hair again!! den the whole day drop!!! kanna my leg and yiyi.... haiz... see la!!! i got no cake to eat liao... well.. xiong was wanting to give me his cake.. but.. i said i dun wan.. haiz.. at least.. he will stop pulling my hair.. i dun kw what i will do when i really angry!!! maybe i will just smash the cake on his face den take my wallet and hp.. den set off back to home my own... u kw what?? i will do tat u kw?? if it really reach my limit.. but.. i kw xiong was playing with me.. well.. bullying me.. is a way.. somehow.. a way tat showing tat he care... oh something else.. i dun kw how to say.. somehow.. bullying me.. can let him have a feeling of not being alone... if really like tat.. let him bully 4ever bah... i dun mind.. but... T.T maybe can try think of another way???

a.... as what i was saying.. after the cake drop.. well.. i feel like drinking water.. haiz.. tot anyone will accompany me go and buy... but.. not a single one... haiz... oh well.. go alone lo.. nothing much!!! only go my own nia!!! wun die!!! arghhh... haiz.. oh well.. b4 i go.. xiong ask me to buy a drink for him... but den.. not really kw what size to buy for him le.. den.. anyhow buy one lo.. liew.. at the end.. still say the cup too big.. haiz.. good ppl hard to be sia.. hmmm.. i buy a chocolate for me own!! but.. 4get to buy water.. T.T oh well.. nvm.. i also buy something to let us bite lo... hehe.. xiong yiyi and me was enjoying.. den stanley le?? running for his life.. haha.. coz yati was chasing them.. coz they sabo her ma... hmmmmm... they play till so fun...

starting.. when taking taxi with yiyi to ECP.. i wasn't feeling very well le.. i feel like.. something is pushing me up in the stomach.. feeling so.... arghhh... dun kw how to say la.. feeling not very good!!! this is what i can only say lo.. haiz.. well.. when we out of the taxi.. i got a feeling tat almost wanna throw out le.. den... they wanna go home.. arghhh... i start to feel giddy.. feel more wanna to throw out le.. and.. is b4 i inside the taxi... haiz.. when smell the smell of the car.. arghhh.. i really cannot take it seh... i hate the smell... hmmm... i suggest not to sit in the front seat... coz.. i sure very jialat de.. i kw how i feeling.. tat why i kw.. if i sit in the front.. it gonna be a big big thing liao.. coz.. i 100% will throw out.. hmmmm... starting xiong was letting me sit in the center.. but i dun wan... i dun really like to sit in the center.. coz.. i use to it siting at the side... haiz.. when in taxi... yiyi was teasing me again.. saying tat.. when fall asleep... got xiong there.. nvm.. can lie... haiz.. den i turn my head to the window.. STICK ON IT!!!! they keep teasing me.. i was so tired.. coz.. still working the next day ma.. 8 hours somemore.. den was trying to get some energy back... but... the feeling.. is making me feel so terrible... i cannot sit still anymore... i kw tat i will feel this terrible.. tat why i bought the chocolate.. at least can make me concentrate on the smell of the chocolate.. rather den the taxi... well.. i really cannot take it anymore!!!! den i lie on my lap... coz.. i cannot keep straight anymore... coz feeling very very very er xin... when i lie on my lap... my head start to spin... and the road... was so... %*&(#*(#!$%!#$ keep turning here and there... i already wanan vomit liao.. den keep left turn... rite turn... fast... den brake...

hmmmm.. stanley alight first... after tat.. we den went back to yishun... coz yiyi wanna go back mac... den we head back to mac lo... den.. i heard... yiyi asking xiong wanna go mac a not.. well.. what i remember is... xiong was saying "this person.. cannot make it liao".. aiyo!!!! i can make it de ok??? so long as let me faster get away from the taxi... hmm... when reach mac... i tot we all were to getting off the taxi together.. but no... only yiyi... den... left me and xiong inside the taxi... i tot... as usual... i will get out of the taxi outside cheers... den i will wlak in my own.. but.. this time.. is different... i was shock... xiong ask the uncle to drive in... and... over drive... haiz... i can walk in myself de lo.. dun really need to drive me in.. i tot xiong will take the taxi back home also.. but.. no.. he alight also... he send me home seh... he send me all the way to my hse downstair... i wondering.. is the sun gonna rise from another side??? he send me back??? but.. very stupid le!!!!! he ask the uncle to stop... den.. he was asking me.. ur hse where ar??? i really feel like.. 1 hit KO by him... he was the one tat ask the uncle to stop... and he was also the one tat ask where is my hse!!!! he come my hse b4 lo!!! and he still 4get.. and is not the first time he kw where is my block... oh well... really 1 hit KO by him... but.. was very very happy... coz.. he did send me home... well.. i think... he send me home.. maybe is becoz i not feeling well bah... haiz... he wun really will send me till my hse downstair de rite??? haiz... maybe in my dream it will happen bah... hahaha...

hmmmm... den ytd le.... was working with boss and yiyi.. haha... i love working with boss... well.. boss told me tat.. he feeling better le.. tat was a good news.. i hope his health will be better and better everyday... let me see... i sold a lot of fanstatic ytd... 9 i think... in abt 3 hours... i tot i can sell more le.. but.. cannot le.. kw why?? coz xiong called store for help..coz.. his store down crew... den.. boss ji tao send me go lo!! wa liew.. i haven fully recover yet le... thinking of car... i already can vomit liao.. haiz... if i dun go?? nobody can liao.. haiz.. sian... boss den send me, addison and qi feng go lo... liew.. tat qi feng was so late late late... make me really very dulan... nvm... all those detail i dun wan say liao.. say.. i will angry like hell.. hmmmm... when we reach.. we all the way use run de go there... aiyo... all the way from yishun go to plaza singapure.. far u kw?? the travelling time.. make me so tired.. when reach there... saw xiong... he was so happy we reach there... he put me and addison at counter... den qi feng at kitchen... first time at a high volume store work.. well.. gain a lot of experience.. one thing gd.. is tat wun down so much products... and tat make everything work more fast... but... the very first order i take.. haiz... i burn my hand.. i wonder will there have scar or not le... it started to become red red.... den when no ppl... i go ask xiong.. got medicine can put a not... he gave me a plaster.. hmmm.. i wondering.. how am i going to put?? i hurt my right hand le.. and my bone cannot bend also rite?? and tat mean.. i can't put it myself.. haiz.. den i ask xiong help me put lo... he carefully help me stick the stupid plaster... den i be more careful when i work liao lo... in the middle of the order.. i a bit sprin my leg... hmmm... it pain a while nia.. den ok le.. i think.. nothing big la.. should be ok... we all work till 10pm...

den.. i saw raja.. that is the guy i always heard from xiong.. den i be extra careful with what i do... coz.. heard tat he wan everything to be perfect... well.. i continue do all my stuff lo.. addison and i.. helping each other... hmmm.. not bad not bad... mo qi not bad... hehe... raja den come talking to us... he was asking how long we being working.. well.. addison was abt 4month.. me 2 month... den he said.. we productive very good sia.. haha.. but.. qi feng le?? 2 years de.. inside kitchen.. no ppl notice him... haiz.. ke lian... joanna was there also.. waiting for us to finish work lo... haha.. we work all the way till 10pm... oh ya!!! xiong was showing us... MONEY!!! sia la!!! one big stack!!!! in my whole life.. i think.. i wun be even to touch tat whole stack of money... really!! A LOT LE!!!! can make ur eyes blur if u saw tat... den.... we went back together lo...

hmmm... joanna fren was holding one big star... arghhh... i also wan that.. it look so nice... T.T i like star so much.... but.. dun have liao.. haiz... hmmmm... b4 we go... hehe.. i asked xiong help me get one MacFlurry.. hehe.. he starting say dun wan.. take myself.. well.. k den.. since he wan me take myself.. haiz.. but... i kw.. deep inside my heart.. i kw.. he will take for me de... hehe.. guess what?? he really did!!! yeah.... xiong u so good...

when we went back to yishun... i wan milkshake ma.. den we go buy lo.. xiong was saying tat he was very tired.. haiz.. coz i wanna go back to store ma.. but.. he so tired.. den i was saying.. if he tired.. he can go back home... i can go back to store my own de... oh well.. in the end.. the 3 of us.. me.. xiong and qi feng.. set off to store... northpoint there got nightmarket.. den xiong went there and buy something to eat lo... well... i bought one more milkshake for yiyi... hehe... den we go back store... was seeing boss siting at there alone seeing a paper.. den... xiong was wanting to play a trick on boss... but i was thinking.. boss is sick le... still wanna play a trick on him.. xiong is such a pig... haiz... well... den xiong and me and qi feng went back home together lo... on the way home.. liew.. they was walking so fast.. well.. i walk my own speed lo.. xiong i think.. he did notice tat i was all the way back... den was asking tat qi feng to walk slower... haha... we went to cheers.. coz.. i tot.. can buy something ma.. but.. nothing to buy.. haiz.. den... at cheers... me and xiong.. walk different path le... qi feng followed me...when xiong walk back home.. i see his back view... somehow.. i feeling tat something is not rite..

well.. remember tat i saying tat xiong change after he promote??? now.. i think i kw the reason le... when working with him... everything seem so different... tat guy i working with at PS.. is not xiong.. is somebody else... the xiong i kw... is different there... xiong... was telling me just now.. tat he got a feeling tat wanna resign... this really give me a shock... resign?? he was thinking of resign??? how could he do tat!!!!! being a FM... is his dream... and now.. it came true... and now?? he is thinking of giving up... this is not the xiong i kw... but..... is really a hard time there... i can see it... coz... he was not happy as he were at Chong Pang... i kw... i can see.. i can sense his feeling... he told me... he cannot be his real self at there... and must wear a mask everyday at work... he sian le... i understand... dun say i dun understand wun u??? i understand... i kw is very hard at there... thing is not as easy as i think.. i kw.. i kw u will say this.. but... u must be strong... why must force urself to put a mask everyday??? just be urself there... i kw.. i kw u will be happy... what for being a manager if u r not happy with it??? u must be happy with it... i am always here to cheer u up... always here to help u... alwyas here to understand u... u dun need to put a mask in front of me.. dun need to act strong in front of me.. just be ur ownself... dun u feel tired?? everyday must put a mask in front of everybody??? i kw.. u very very tired.. i kw u dun wanna do tat... but... u have no choice.... tat what u will tell me rite??? just take off ur mask in front of me... i dun wan to see the fake xiong... i wan to see and feel the real xiong tat i always kw...

u kw what??? when the first day i see u be a manager??? u look so great.. so smart... so handsome.. or whatever... look more better already... if... if is what i told u... tat make u have the feeling of resign... den i rather wish tat i never have said it... u must overcome all these... u will be a very very good manager... i knew it.. i knew it all along how u feel... what u need now is... someone tat can pull u out of the "resign" world... if can.. i wish i am the one tat pull u out... i dun wish to see u like this... stop making me worry ok??

haiz... oh well.. i kw.. everytime i msg u.. u will take it as nothing... coz,.. i dun kw why... i always wait for ur msg for a few hours... but... u never even reply me... everytime u msg me... i was so surprise... coz.. u always hardly msg ppl de... and.. i can get ur msg.. does tat consider a bonus awards for me??? or just.... wanna keep u entertain???? haiz... sometime... i msg u... i waited till i fall asleep... when i woke up in the morning.. first thing i do is to see if u got reply any msg to me... whever my phone sound... i wonder... are u the one tat sending me a msg??? well.. no... u not... instead.. it was someone else... i think.. is enough of disappointment bah...

today.... dun really have engouh energy to do anything... but.. i kw.. i must write my blog.. coz.. if i dun... i dun kw how long my blog will be le.. since evl complaint my blog was so long!!!!!! and i think.. there wun be anyone looking at it also.. since like tat... must well.. i create one more blog.. and keep the address my own.. without anyone knowing it... like tat.. will be better... rite???

ARGHHHHHHH!!!! i wan drink soup la... idiot.. whenever my stomach feeling terrible... or when my gastric is making me feeling so bad... what i can do is... drink soup!!!! coz.. i dun really have the feeling of eating solid food... tat why... i drink soup only.. liquid stuff... can make my stomach feel all the best... haha...

xiong.... one thing.. remember.... "Do Your Best... And Be The Best"