hmmm... got my o level result le... hohoho... so happy... i passed... i passed my english.... and!!! my humanities PASSED!!!!!!!!!! yeah... i was so happy... hohoho... i got 19 points for my L1R4... hmmm... english and humanity i very happy with the result... but.. the rest... chinese... math... science... under my expectation... haiz... i aim for a A1 for my math.. but i got a A2... i aim for a A for my chinese.... but... i got a B3... and!! i knew it tat my science will get a B3.. becoz.. tat day i no energy to study.... haiz... oh well... at least i passed.... now... the problem is... what course and what poly to go... any idea for me??? haiz... no business course for me... hehe.. hmmm.. have to slowly think...

hmmm... after tat went to mac lo.... hmmm... xiong got gd result... yiyi le... hmmm... got a bit not gd.... haiz.... at mac... i found out tat hoh... i am eligible for almost every course... but only 2 or 3 course cannot.. courses like law.... mass com... etc.... coz... too pro liao.. cannot make it... haha...

went to CWP with xiong, yiyi and stanley... hmmm... go shop shop... haiz.... very happy de... den ji tao down mood liao lo... haiz.. stanley got see me like this... sure kw something wrong happen.. oh well.. but i refused to tell anyone what happen... haiz... i cannot tolerate when people keep Ren Sheng Gong Ji... when inside shop... pass bra section... xiong ji tao say... u dun need to see la.. dun have ur size de... what the hell... i ji tao bad mood liao lo... damn head ppl attack my body parts... not this small la.. den tat big... i dun need any comments on my body ok.... i can wear a not also dun need u to worry... just mind ur words lo... after so many years... i had enough... why people must keep say me here big there big... this cannot wear.. there cannot wear??? really feel very bad lo... den i become very quiet liao... everytime something happen tat i dun like.. i will keep quiet... well.. since xiong like tat attack me... i keep quiet lo.. i dun talk lo... say wrong thing later kanna scold... den... at man section.. tat xiong said.. u dun come man section le... wa kaoz... nvm lo.. i walk away lo... at the shoe section.. i almost feel like crying out... i try shop my own... try not to have any eye contact with them... den stanley found out something wrong with me liao.. den ask me what happen lo.. well.. dun wish to let them kw what happen.. i just shake my head.. what he ask i all shake my head.. dun wish to use my mouth and talk...

when on the way home... inside taxi... wa liew.. more jialat lo... yiyi, stanley and xiong... 3 ppl say de thing... haiz... make me wanna cry in taxi also... all those milk la... whatever... i also a human... i got feeling de le... i not a robot or a stone... everything have a limit... over a certain limit... will explode... becoz is xiong, yiyi and stanley... i dun wish to say anything out in front of them... what i wanna say is... dun make fun of me in any part of my body... i can take joke... but... not these kind of joke...

when reach mac.. i all the way walk inside... waiting for stanley to pass me back my result and some booklet... den... i walk away... i tell yiyi to go back home first.. dun wait for me.. i go back myself... i need some time to be alone... need sometime to cool down... well.. i went to buy some food for my mother.. coz she haven eat... after tat i went home lo... trying to cool down... saw cheng guan... well.. gd news tat he got a B for his math... at least our hard work pay off.. he only lack of confident... well.. see him so happy.. at least can put a stone down liao.. now he can start a new life liao... the down and moody side of him have gone i think... hehe... those midnite oil we burn.... at least never wasted la... not bad not bad...

oh well... after a bit of sad sad time i got... now feel better le... well.. say out everything... make me feel gd... hehe...

hmmmm.... what yiyi said is rite... valentine days... i can save money up... oh well.. tat dun kw is a good news or bad??? haiz... oh well... only in my dream i can have a sweet time.. hmmm.. oh well.. this valentine... stay home bah... stay home is more better den go out see so many couple rite??? only will make me feel bad nia... wonder... when den i can get a rose for my very own... a present for my very own... and from my very one... haiz.. when will it be?? this year??? next year?? or... 4ever wun have?? haiz... let me off bah... all this only will make me gone insane... better stop dreaming... and see clear everything...

hmmm.. dun kw when... start to listen to techno... hmmmm.... sian... the poly book so thick.... how to read!!! haiz... have to read all b4 i slp.. have to settle everything b4 15th... and.. 15th is summer birthday... haiz.. help!!!! i need more den 24hours a day!! pls!!! how wish tml i can dun work... dun really have the feeling to work.. haiz... sian..

Valentine Day..... is what??? my dictionary haven print this word yet... what does this mean le???