hmmm~ long itme never update my blog liao wor~ hahaha~ oh dear~ i caught a flu liao~ should be ytd bah~ hehe~ ytd go supper~ den got rain~ maybe.... becoz the rian~ i kanna flu bah~ ahhh chhuuuu~ aiyo!!!!

so long never write my blog liao le~ kw why?? coz i playing maple ma~ den lazy to come update my blog~ haiz~ hmmmm..... pretty sian nowaday~ i wanna work le~ so many ppl ask me go work..... den.... tat day... after hearing wat summer say... i got a feeling wanna go work mac le~ but den... i still scare scare~ how ar? ask ppl for opinion... also no diff... in the end.. they ask me to think... most of them will just say "if u wan go work... dun wan... den dun work lo..." haiz~ why got this kind of stupid answer de???

tat day~ go supper with ping ping... yiyi... his sister sze peh... and xiao ming~ lucky xiong never go~ coz they planning some... haiz.... just lucky xiong never go... if not i sure kanna sabo like hell... den ytd.... also got go supper~ ytd got yiyi... sze peh... wei ren... xue leong and ping ping... hehe~ this time... their plan... change to next target... change to sze peh and wei ren wor... haha...

hmmm... wat a lovely couple.... when den i will have my own?? haha~ stop dreaming la u~ 4 more days wor~ den is christmas~ i wonder sky will drop down one for me a not le... i see other ppl... all like very easy sia~ den me le?? only dare to dream... hahaha... wat a fool...

a few days back... i heard from somebody tat i kanna backstab wor~ haiz~ i was so sad... i ask xiong... am i really "useful"?? well.. he said tat he dun find me useful at all... oh well... dun kw is good or bad... anyway... at least i kw tat he wun use me... since i not useful~ but den... he said... why i so care abt wat people say?? well... i dun kw how to say le... but... wat ppl say... i take it seriously de... no matter is gd or bad... once one people say something... it will be in my mind for a few day... xiong said tat i have my own life.. but den... xiong... i not like u... i not tat strong... now den i kw tat i am tat weak... weak till... it can break anytime... i kw i am weak la!!! so dun hurt me!!! coz i dun kw how many more problem i still can take... but i only kw tat now... i must learn to be strong... have my own life... dun live under people... have my own opinion~ and somebody to support me... and i hope... 4days later... tat person will appear...

aiyo~ xiong word flash across my mind "let nature take its course...." aiyo~ if 4 days later dun have.... den.... let nature take its course lo~ haha~ i think.. i started to become insane liao le~ but den... i really insane already... i macham cannot live without guys seh~ keep wanting to have bf... ruby!!!!!!!!!! u siao liao izzit?? come back to real life la u~ YAYAYA!! I AM BACK!!! i will be back.... after 4 days?? please... let me just have a little more hope... just 4 more days... after tat.. i wun think abt it anymore... really!!! 4 days... long also not long~ short also not short... if i keep thinking... it will be very long... if i never go think... it will be very fast... time.... is in ur control...

hmmmm.... suddenly... something flash across my mind again!!! yiyi de flower haven give me!!! haiz~ dun kw when den will have... hehe~ dun kw who will be the first guy to give me a flower... a real flower... if is fake... yiyi is the first.. but i more into real de... but den... i do like yiyi de flwoer... coz he do it himself de... so sweet of him... oh well... no matter wat happen.. yiyi will always be there for me... but... is just tat... he very fierce.... hehe~ very scare of him le!!! ytd.. his face black black.. den i dun dare talk to him seh!!! but.... after his tat "BOMB" oh well.. i think he is back... maybe he see the fear in me??? haha~ rubbish... he love scary me sia!!! i do saw him coming.... but dun kw why... i still get scare~ T.T yiyi is such a bad boy!!! love to scare me so much... but as long as i can see a smile on his face... i am happy liao... coz he happy... i wun scare of him... arbo he become devil... i dun kw where to flee....

i think i have a new goal liao le~ "Make Eveyone Happy... I Also Happy" hehe~ i hope everyone around me is happy.. i will do anything to make them happy... but... must be able to do de la.. if cannot do de.... i try other way... hehe... "Way, Is Ownself Think De... Not Others Give You De" hehehe~ true rite?? other ppl give me~ may not be the best way... but... ownself give de.. at least u give it a try... is much more better...

"N" Level Result come out liao le~ so happy tat both of my godbro passed!!! wahaha~ but den... a lot of ppl failed also~ failed de... nvm... continue to put more effort... wahahahaha