if.... if this world.... no people kw my blog.... no people kw me.... no people know my feeling.... i dun kw wat will happen... oh well.. sometime... there will be happy.. and sad... as for me??? how wish sad.. unhappy... is not in my dictionary... how wish i can delete it...
i suddenly got a urge.... to tell tat person i like him sia.... but... in this world.. only 2 person kw who tat "him" is... one is my godbro... another is *** ***... i dun really wanna say their name out... coz... scare people will ask them... den... i am doom... well... *** *** is a gal... i trust her... so... dun break the trust ok???
listen to Yes933... so many people asking... should go and tell another person tat he/she like him/her??? den the DJ said... why not??? even my godbro say so... haiz... from ZL tat time onward... i dun even dare to say "i like you" again... coz i kw tat... i am not a gal tat everybody will like... maybe will like as in fren... but who know~ i thinking... maybe i have the chance... but... days after days... i feel tat chances is getting lesser and lesser... but... dun kw why le... radio... tv... everything... like keep asking me to tell tat person tat i like him... but den... i started to fear.... coz i scare to lose everything... coz... "i like you" these 3 words... can change a person life... or.. 2 person life.. it can bring happiness to both of them... or... terrible to both of them... i scare... i dun dare to take the risk... the risk is too big... Du Zhu Tai Da Le... if... the risk... pass... i think i am the most happy gal in the whole world... but if fail... mean the end.... end of everything... coz... thing will not be the same again... i dun kw should i take a step out... or remain at this path...
Ai He, Love River, i heard so much abt it... in tv... in show... in everything... Ai He Zhong De Shao Nu Shi Zui Piao Liang De... hahaha... well.. is true... but.. me always remain on the side of the river... oh well... dun kw when den can fall in... the picture.. of a lady in the love river... sometime do appear in my mind... haiz...
some people may say... why i so desperate for guy?? well... the answer.. cannot be found... coz.. at my age?? people tend to fall in love... people around me.. all fall in love... except me... coz i dun have ppl wan... or wat??? how hope i am a guy... den wun be in this state... why am i born a gal??? gal so ma fan... have to do this and that... if can.. i hope i can be an angel... bring happiness to everyone... well.. tat will be a great thing right?? haha...
arghh.... why... why everything... song... radio... tv... godbro... all asking me to go for it??? but i wun wish to take the risk la.... haiz.... 4get it... after... after tat day... after tat day den say... coz.. if fail.. i can run away.... as far as possible... the most... everyday stay at home.. dun go out... even go out... also try to avoid places tat "him" will go... haha.. i am like this de person... avoid best... doing lousy... coz i dun have the courage... well.. i think... tat perosn wun kw... "courage" mean so much to me.. coz... everytime.. when i am scare of something... it bring me courage... well... u all maybe dun kw wat the hell i talking abt... but... if u all carefully observe... maybe u all will understand...
dun say i desperate for guy!!!! is... Ke Wang Yi Chang Hong Hong Lei Lei De Ai Qing... haha.. tat is wat i always wanted... oh well.. i think... i kw how to start my story liao... well.. i use to write love story de... starting... is very smooth.. but... i tore it away.. now.. 2nd de.. i also tore away... now... i think.... i kw wat to do le... maybe.. i can wat i wan into a story.... tat will be great rite??? oh well... hope tat person will kw... kw tat i got feeling for him... but... if he is tat clever enough... hope can tell me an answer... i dun wish other to tell me.. please tell me urself... but... i think himself dun kw "him" is who... haha... oh well..
Hao Xiang Shuo "Wo Ai Ni", Ke Shi... Wo Bu Gan Mao Xian...
