today go celebrate stanley birthday... 28th Dec.. now past 12mid le... haha... so should say ytd... oh well... i have injury.. now... my hand... finger... leg... all injured... here pain there pain... oh well.. hand pain coz... play bowling ma... but this is the day before de la...

hmmm... go seoul garden eat... oh man... eat till... wanna die... haiz... coz.. my gastric really not very gd today.. so.. didn't really enjoy my day... but... wat really... make me so sad is... i am transparent... haiz.... whole group of people.. only sze peh kw i am HERE!!! oh well... all walk away.. never tell me.. left me there.. if i never turn back and see.. well.. i think they wun notice also la... haiz... very very sad lo.... and... when outside comic shop... they walk... also never tell me... me stand another side ma... den... all walk... wa liew.. really wanna cry out le... i think... i really transparent liao.. hahaha... well.. great tat sze peh remember i am ALIVE!!! but... also dun wanna disturb the couple... who is sze peh and wei ren... haha.. well... i stay all the way back lo... tian ar... really feel like finding one hole.. run inside and hide... wun come out... walk here wrong... walk there also wrong... ah dui!!!! wat happen to me!!!!

we go library sia!!! dun believe rite??? we go there read books... coz... 6pm den can go ktv... well.. stanley... yiyi... xue leong.. they all play deck inside sia... hahaha... in the end still let the people scold... oh well... i do find some useful word fm the book... now... den i am not transparent!!! haha... at least xiong find i am exist now...

when in the ktv... oh man!! so cold... i cold till... haha... u wun kw... i think xiong kw bah.. coz.. he become my heater... he so warm..... dun really wanna let go my hand... coz... i very very cold... but.. bo bian... he also very cold... dun really wanna let him cold so much liao... but... i do touch... coz... he let himself become my heater... he tahan the coldness fm me sia... so good.... i walk in and out in and out the room so many times... well... got 2 reason... one.. is toilet!!! another... is go out.. coz.. i dun wan listen some song tat will bring back my bad memory... yesh!!! i control my tear!!! yesh!!! well... when tong hua come.. i really... walk out... all the way out of the ktv centre... alone........ oh well.. i tot somebody might come out.... oh well.. nobody.... haiz.... in ktv... i also feel a bit left out... coz dun really have people talk to me... oh well... wat i can do is sit back.. and keep quiet... drink my water... tat's it... me so quiet... not really becoz i not feeling well... is becoz.. i feel left out... i feel tat no ppl kw i am exist... see xiong sing so happily... with june... xue leong... stanley the birthday boy... summer... and everybody... and wat i can do is sit at there listen... i do sing a little... but dun really have the mood liao.. wahahaha... i think xiong do kw tat i being left out bah... maybe... maybe not... coz... he sure say i think too much... when i day dreaming at a corner... he den found out tat me at there... hahaha... den disturb me a while.. den go back singing... T.T

after ktv... we all go eat eat... well... now xiong talk to me more liao... haha... izzit a gd thing??? yes... i think so... all were playing a fool... xiong and xue leong hold hand!!!! haha... well.. they were just wanna disturb sze peh and wei ren... oh well.. this time... i started to really feel very very unwell.. i ate little thing... never even finish also... haiz... den xiong plate... got so many extra "FOOD"... got bug... and bug de egg... aiyo... listen liao.. also dun really dare to eat... haiz... den left some food loh... after eating... i drank little bit of my teh bing... den... oh dear~ i cannot take it liao~ i rush to the toilet... throw out sia... dun really dare to let them kw... but.. i think they kw i not feeling well... asking me "are u ok"... hmm... quite happy to hear tat... wat i can say is i am ok... i am ok... really ok... we walk to the bus stop after eating... never even finish my drink.. coz.. really cannot take it liao... on the way to the bus stop... now is june turn to throw out... see her throw out.. i also feel like throwing out liao... den i started walk very slow... far behind them... den once reach bus stop... oh dear... i feel terrible... i sit down... and trying to comfort myself... hope tat i wun throw out... stanley see me, ask me how am i... den xiong started to do some.... funny thing bah... is funny... but den... i feel worst... not becoz of him... but.... the feeling is getting worst.. den i throw out a bit...

was quite happy le... coz xiong show me his concern... keep giving me tissue... arghh... sry le!!! bring so much trouble to u all... when in the bus... i sit all the way to the back... wat surprised me is... xiong sit beside me... well... he keep say "is just a sit only... just a sit only"... haiz... i feel so bad... sit with me.. really tat bad ar??? haha... but i kw la... he just wanna make sure i am alright... he asked abt my hand... when in the bus... coz.. when in ktv.. my hand is really very cold... well.. my hand not cold already... but.. still got a bit la.... but.. dun wanna let him kw... hehehe... in the bus... chat chat with him lo... very scary... coz we talk abt... the past... den the way he reacted to the problem... so scary... haha... when out of the bus... my hand become warm liao... also feeling better le... when reached mac.. saw yiyi and boss... yiyi never go ktv.. coz he have to work... 11++ when in mac... we wait for yiyi to knock off... den me, xiong, yiyi and sze peh go home together... yiyi and sze peh go eat eat... den xiong go home... as for me?? coz... not feeling gd... so go home lo... hehe... on the way home is safe... nothing happen... so great... coz if something happen.. i sure no energy fight back... also no time to call for help.. hahahahaha...

To: Xiong,
xiong xiong de xi xin.... guan xin.... really xie xie ni... so touch..... ai si ni le....