bloggee~ bloggee~ bloggee~ suddenly feel so sad~ coz i dun kw wat my heart really telling me~ when can my reality feeling come back~ but i do sense it coming to find me~ but just can't find the correct door~

just now my family so noisy~ wake me up seh~ haiz!! BLOGGEE!!! i feel so vexed!!! i dun kw should i tell him or not!! haiz~ i do feel i started to like him le!! but den... i not sure izzit he the 1~ haiz~

Still got 2 more prelimary examination paper left~ haiz~ tian ar~ wo de xin hao ran~ wo bu zhi dao yao zhe men zhou cai hao~ HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bloggee... i dun kw why suddenly feel like crying~ tat stupid idiot wan to smk~ i hate ppl smk~ but den.. wat i said got use meh~ wat can i do?? i tot he never smk de~ but den... he got... he told me he 2day never smk liao~ he bth liao~ haiz~ if he wan smk, dun tell me.. y i feel so sad?? y i feel like my heart is crying~ ask me y i am hurt~ haiz~ why hurt always come and find me de?? y happiness wun come find me??? happiness is all bullshit~ i never get any happiness~ my heart is hurt today~ hurt now~ ruby.... must tell urself cannot cry out~ if not u not strong anymore~ u must be strong... correct bloggee??? but no matter how strong i am at the outside, i am very weak in the inside~ i started to feel miserable~ wat to do??? fine den~ since tat stupid idiot wan to smk, go ahead~ i wun stop~ the most i dun talk to him~ but den.. i can't do it~ maybe let him learn his lesson?? haiz~ this day wun come de~ i not any1 to him anyway~

P.S. : Let Time Tell Me Everything~