I went swimming today~ haiz~ so stressful today~ talk a lot to yang ching~ all the feeling~ haiz~ should i go tell robin?? coz i scare i will lose a friend like him~ haiz~ make me so stressful~ Like him also no use~ i feel so lonely and lost~ where r u~ When can i find back myself?? haiz~ any1 can help me?? no 1 can help~ only me~ haiz~ Time can help me~ but how long i have to wait?? who know~ haiz.. i need some 1 to help me find back myself~ i need some1 who care love and concern abt me~ but who will it be?? i getting depress liao la~ sian~ when can i find back myself!! HAIZ!! stupid!!! brother keep disturb me~ AR I GOING CRAZY LE LA!! how to relax~ haiz~