At certain time, i do hope i can forget certain things.. why do people want to run away from sad things?? everything happen for a reason.. i am here for a reason as well.. i am here to make ppl happy.. but why am i unhappy?!?!

Life is fragile isn't it?? 2 days back, tat girl tat appear in the newspaper.. is my primary school fren.. just about 2 weeks ago i just saw her.. and now?? she is no longer here anymore.. her name is call Valerie.. she met an accident at Lentor just 2 days back.. it was believe that she self-skied while riding.. actually i didnt know until Kim show me the photo.. was having a exam at KAP HR.. and she told me tat her gd fren met an accident.. at first i tot she just injured herself.. but actually, she died on the spot.. and while on the way home, Kim show me the photo of her and her fren.. this is where it shock me.. i asked Kim.. what her name.. and she was shock also.. i know the girl in tat photo.. it was Valerie.. 2 weeks ago, i saw her at Bugis.. 2 weeks later, she no longer in this world.. haiz.. and guess what.. is Lentor again.. i accident at the entry, and Valerie accident at the exit.. =( i heard my dad talking abt the accident.. since he is a bus driver, he get the news rather fast.. he said that Valerie head bang onto the wall and the head got squash some how.. the helmet fell off and suffer from a huge impact.. it happen around 5am in the morning.. according to Kim, she was at ECP having a drink with her frens.. her frens told her not to ride, but Valerie refuse to.. and Valerie always ride very very fast.. Lentor, a deadly place..

i didnt kw why.. for these few days.. i was considering whether to ride again or not after the accident i met last year.. but dun kw why.. it seem like something is telling me not to ride.. i being seeing stuff related to accident.. on TV, it show a 13 years old boy riding a bike and die on the spot in Thailand.. den on the road while i am in the bus, i saw so many car accident.. not just 1 or 2.. is 3!!! den i suddenly think abt my accident.. i am so lost.. i dun kw wat to do.. i only kw.. i am scare.. i so scare if anyone is gonna die again..

i called Charlton.. but he did not pick up.. so i SMS-ed him.. "I Love You.. Please call me back!!!".. i cannot explain the pain and fear inside me.. i only know that i am scare.. i scare i might lose him anytime.. i had enough of losing my love one.. the pain i had before, i dun wan to go thru again.. and after a while, he finally called me.. i told him what happened to Valerie.. and i beg him not to ride anymore.. i hope he really understand how i really feel..

i fear of Lentor Ave.. even worst, the expressway.. i really really so scare.. i told Charlton, can we dun go thru there?? i am scare.. end up we took Thomson road instead.. it was a far distance.. but no choice.. =(

Charlton, he bring me go for a pedicure today.. and he bring me all the way to Red Hill.. Shu Fang is working part time there.. i am so surprise to see her.. i am so shy when Shu Fang attended me to the service.. since i working in F&B industry, i cant do medicure.. Charlton chose a colour for me.. the colour name is something like wat Empresses.. well.. is red.. =DD a very bright one somemore..

i also went for a haircut.. is was so horrible.. haiz.. and somemore they charge me even more!!! wth... i spend $20 for this super bad haircut and the hairdresser almost got my ears cut off as well.. so painful.. =(

wanted to shop for dress.. CNY coming.. i running out of time.. have to shop tml!!! die die must!!! ytd also went clubbing.. i not a clubbing girl.. but is Charlton fren invite me de.. so i go.. a bit high after some drinking.. after drinking 1 cup of Martini.. hoho!! i start dancing and getting high.. but i am not drunk.. haha.. but feel a bit high only.. wanted to dance with the beat nia..

Life is Fragile.. If you Love me.. Please stop riding for my sake.. Can?? =( I dun want to cry anymore..

sigh.. health not very good recently.. having tummy problem.. as usual.. gastric.. by right got to work overnight de.. but den.. haiz.. end up i was at the clinic seeing a doctor.. get some pills and went back home.. got scolded by boss coz last minute MC.. haiz..

now i somehow caught a flu... arghh.. so xin ku.. i feel so bored also.. felt tat somehow weekend got burn for nothing lo.. arghh.. is this my life?!?!?! so bored de?? arghhhhh... keep on sneezing.. bth leh~ SOB!!!

after hearing my boss story.. gosh.. life is so hard to predict.. things can happen anytime.. hmmm.. how will my future be like??

Stars is a massive, luminous ball of plasma that is held together by gravity.. can u imagine a world without gravity?? everything will collapse and we wun be here anymore.. the nearest star to our Mother Earth is the Sun..


i read from one book and it say that every star have life.. when it die, it will explode.. as for our Sun, it also have life.. it WILL die one day.. but that is dun kw how many million years later.. as known for Sun, it is freaking HOT!!! the surface temperature is about 5,510 °C!!! it is also a star, but why it is burning hot?!?! Helium + Hydrogen = High Pressure; therefore the temperature rises and enough to start a nuclear reactions!!! Although the sun is about 150 million kilometers from the Earth, 5510 °C is no joke man!!! Singapore is about 30+ °C and it can make us suffer already!! woah!!! no joke man!!! The earth gonna be BBQ!!!



Build Your Own Star << I had build mine.. and see it die T.T sob!!



I found this webby and i find it so interesting.. well.. got scare when the star explode actually.. haha.. but from this webby, the Mass and Metal of the stars determine what the star will become.. "White Dwarf, Neutron Star, or Black Hole"the stars will become either one.. Thx to gravity when a cloud of dust being pull together, it get hot and TADA!! the star is born!! after it get stabilize, it will get bigger and bigger and bigger!! the temperature also rise like nobody business!!! they call this the Main Sequence.. and when the star enter Hertzsprung Gap, it is gonna be the story or Hydrogen and Helium... Hydrogen fused into Helium, it get bigger and the surface will start to cool down.. after that the stars will become a Naked Helium Star.. The outer layers of the star are lost to stellar winds(a charged gas ejected from the upper atmosphere of a star) and the compact Helium Core is what it is left... As hydrogen fused into helium, at certain point the helium core will collapse.. Thus, the collapse core temperature will rise!!! helium will than fuses into carbon and oxygen.. This is call Core Helium Burning.. the star will still continue to expand as the helium fuel is used up.. the core will than collapse again.. ~Epand & Cool~ TADA!! it will become SUPER BIG STAR!! till one point where it can no long expand any more.. the life end here... it will explode.. it will become either of the 3 state.. the White Dwarf, the fate of lower mass stars... Neutron star, after more rounds of fusion in which heavier elements are formed, the core collapses further and become very dense.. radiative pressure will cause further explosive loss of the outer layers.. SUPERNOVA, this is wat they called it.. so what is left is a neutron star..... as for black hole, it only happen if the star is very massive!!! it collapse into itself and create a gravitational pull.. it is so STRONG that not even light can escape.. but i dun understand why black hole will have so many math equation!!! woah seh.. so chim!!




The photo below show Sirius B the small but very hot and blue white-dwarf star!! and also the Summer Triangle!! one of my favourite =DD Altair, Vega, and Deneb.. and somehow.. the Sun is in it also.. but if u see from earth, u cant see the Sun like how it shown in this photo!! =DD





there are so many many many stars in the sky.. and in order for the astronomers to track the stars, they group them into constellations!! english constellation will be those Zodiac.. Example: Leo.. as for Chinese, they have their own constellation name.. the Chinese divide them into 4 symbols.. Azure Dragon of the East (Jap: Seiryuu) the green dragon, Vermillion Bird of the South (Jap: Suzaku) the phoenix, White Tiger of the West (Jap: Byakko), and Lack Tortoise of the North (Jap: Genbu).. and correspondence with the 5 elements, there will be an additional 5th legendary beast, Yellow Dragon of the center.. Wood, Fire, Metal, Water & Earth.. in chinese astronomy, from these 4 symbols, together there were 28 mansions.. each will have 7 =DD in the sky, the ancient Chinese divided the night sky into 31 regions.. 28 Mansions & the 3 Enclosures.. the 3 Enclosures will be the Purple Forbidden enclosure, Supreme Palace enclosure, and also Heavenly Market enclosure.. the Purple Forbidden lie in the most north area.. as for Supreme Palace, it lie east and north to Purple Forbidden.. and for Heavenly Market, it lies west and south... the 7 constellation for each symbols is as followed:

Green Dragon: Horn, Neck, Root, Room, Heart, Tail, Winnowing Basket

Black Tortoise: Dipper, Ox, Girl, Emptiness, Rooftop, Encampment, Wall

White Tiger: Legs, Bond, Stomach, Hairy Head, Net, Turtle Beak, Three Stars

Vermillion Bird: Well, Ghost (Ogre), Willow, Star, Extended Net, Wings, Chariot


cannot forget about MILKY WAY!!! =DD but i will update that somedays again bah.. =DD

is a brand new year!!! everyday is a happy day.. hopefully??!! hahaha!! hope this year some people really get mature =DD as for Charlton, he also need to work harder.. or else i wun marry him.. =x we already plan for our future.. =DD let see how much effort he put in for these couple of years time bah.. =DD

family everything settle down le.. work is going fine to.. muahahhaa!!! i finally pull thru the lowest part of my life leh... i am willing to take more challenges!!! to make myself a better person.. muahaha!! continuous improvement is something that cannot stop!!

i had changes from a negative person to a all well positive person.. tat is one big goal tat i achieved.. so now.. i gonna set another goals for myself!!! to be the best manager at my workplace.. =DD i love handling customer complaint.. it felt so good when i managed to recover tat customer.. and also ensure my customers goes out happily =DD especially kids.. aint they cute?!?!?!

for that immature person tat have nothing better to do but to talk nonsense in my blog, think he/she have a lot of improvement to do.. instead of doing nothing and talk craps in my blog, why not go do some studying and earn more money in the future.. no ppl will be so free to entertain such childish things.. just dun understand why she just cant think out of the box..

Charlton is a emo kid.. haha.. so for 2010, i hope he get all pump up!! be brave and strong =DD work hard everyday and live a happy life.. of coz, with me.. =DD

2010, i aim to earn lots of money!! den i can bring my mother go oversea enjoy herself.. where to go?? we will see how.. haha.. hmmm.. new year today.. which mean CNY is coming!!! woah!! gonna get lots of ang bao le!! =DD 2010 is another amazing year for me.. gonna save enough money to get myself a house, a family of my own.. hohoho!! everything is like a dream.. dun be jealous of me =x it is all ladies dream.. haha..

i gonna enjoy my off days!!! have being working hard last night.. so many ppl come after countdown.. coz.. work like a dog!! oops.. seem like kanna influence by sabudin le.. lol!!! haiz.. bored.. think i gonna go take a nap le.. who ask mother early morning come disturb me.. =DD nite nite..